My dear friend Amber suffered for quite some time from unknown ailments. She visited doctors who could give no diagnosis, provide no relief. Out of her suffering came the following words:



always keep faith in yourself and never give up even when the whole word is against you. ?? -amber harris

Make it or break it! ???????????

Let me let you in on something

That flipped my life upside down

Yet, these events have shaped me

My desire to live is the only reason Im still around

You doctors called me crazy

7 months no clinical findings

I lost my family and friends

Thru all my suffering and whining

Today was make it or break it

I finally got the help Ive sought

Just because you have a degree

Compassion cannot be bought

Youre ignorance and harsh words

Almost brought my new marriage to its end

My finances from out of pocket cost, destroyed

My extreme pain pushed till I couldnt bend

I had multiple trips to the ER

Only to be sent away

I would cry and beg for mercy

Debilitated 90% of each day

I only had one doctor in the beginning

For months who stayed by my side

He believed what I was saying

House bound I would reside

But today I found another doctor

Who I hope will teach you white coats a lesson

He is excited to take my case

Pushing forward with aggression

All the information I found on my own

Because you simply would not work for me

You said these illnesses were impossible

For my age, sex and nationality

These same damn things I brought to your attention

Might actually be the culprit?

To thing of how long I cried and prayed

At the cross behind the pulpit

All my life I had been a Christian

I turned my back on my maker

I questioned my mental stability

Because you all called my a faker

But when I get the medical evidence

The new doctor agrees is physically there

The rest of you have something coming

I hope that you are scared

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Because Ill be looking at the cars you drive

Your home and 401 k

And maybe youll learn to respect your patients

Then you too can feel ? utter grief everyday

Maybe youll learn to return phone calls

When people suffer endlessly

And have compassion on a human life

Isnt that the Doctors Creed?

Many of you seem to have forgotten

You were a normal person in life

And who did you look to

When your body gave you strife?

The sad thing is you take the words

Of someone else without your own research

And people suffer and die waiting

While you sit on your high perch

There are too much politics in medicine

Or people cant afford health care

Youre just worried with filling your pockets

Is that really fair?

In the end it wont be about money fully

I simply want an honest apology

And to take away the brands

That you wrongly gave to me

These have followed me my whole life

Kept me from working, reality, and living

But despite all my struggles

Ive never stopped trying or giving

So what happened to all of you?

Once you got that paper degree?

I think I will remind you

When youre handing over your keys!

Ill have your practices shut down

So no one else will suffer under your grasps

And then Ill walk away healthy

Have you all kiss my phat white ass!

I will push for medical reform

Of patients and humane care

And when I drive off in your car after the case

Alone like I was, youll be left standing there.

I took my health into my own hands because

All you did was usher me out the door

You all will be made an example of

Not able to hurt a life no more.



amber harris 2009

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